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Lost My Mind

• May 19th, 2010

i lost my mind . confetti pieces scattering the skies . so many years i held to the fringe . yet sinking like this . paranoia sets in . and delusions are creep~in’ . one day i broke . i know . it wasn’t me but ‘them’ . unkind world shattered my head . mixed in . with genetic predisposition . to unstable visions .

 

opened like a cataclysm might . as it shoves wrong or right . a cycle . from gifted disciples . bits of words heard . and grasped for my plan . from those that don’t understand . i take it in hand . and make it mine . flash my shine from behind veiled type of existence . for instance . how have i made it this far . with all that i am . are . carrying my scars . that i’ve overcome . before begun .

 

at most it is shown . to be simple reminder . of all that is behind her . wise gained in uneasy way . authentically swayed . from tragic designs beyond define . i am all kinds of times and ways . from bliss . and depression trips . to manic to panic to schizoid romantic . dark side volcanic . I’ve had it

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future games

• November 11th, 2009

chorus:

what became of future games where light is seen and we are free

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we're on edges of knives exposing out plight what is right just a little might tip the scales and blow all the rails

mundane takes of righteous shames we placate fate with rough draft states and reclaimed stakes

nap taking back seat views lapse seen through alternate dues misconstrued level grew from seeds of tomorrow let me show you my sorrow

the reefs are dying and the world is spying and many stopped trying

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dark angel

• November 5th, 2009

*Production by Indigo Sync*

walk with me . through these streets . of our minds . where we find . our own time . and leave it all behind .

 

dark alleys shadowed . with etched . rain drenched shapes of nonsense . that could be demons or angels . depending on our angle .

 

it’s rainbow hidden . with pattering rhythms . of cataclysmic schisms .

 

by my side you shine . from the corners of my eyes . hold my hand . and never stand still . moving we will meet . with feet touching common grounds .

 

maybe only in sounds . will we be found . to synchronize our lives . while we fly eternally free . and keep coming back to our dreams

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obscurity

• October 31st, 2009

sleeping in shifts dreaming

making it fit with seeming

dexterity like a rarity

slippin knots and getting lost

I’m wide loop cruisen

stepping spiral choosin

 

spinning in the peripheral

rhythm of reversal

diverse pull

safe obscurity

where I want to be

you don’t know me

 

macrotic operations

fill my consciousness

veiled meanings pass

snatching words from the sky

I write what I can grab

shrinking to expand

 

don’t want to leave

mind state where I’m free

I’ve hallucinated, seen

the universe before me

dreamed my own insanity

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puzzled

• October 28th, 2009

The sky falls tonite

So I close one eye

And try to focus

On streaking lights

falling into space

With every breath I take

Above earthly concerns

I burn with no purpose

You wait on the surface

For ambiguity to clear

Near hearts that don’t care

For anything out there

Puzzled in pieces

that we fit together

saturated endeavor

crayoned vision

of stricken precision

and I wait

for resonation

or destination

to come on through

recycled groove

frozen unchosen

just lost motion

velocity stolen

I was open then closed

Now open I suppose

I’m building something unseen

Foundations shed clean

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The Return by Shannon Ross

• October 22nd, 2009

I long for convergence, of space and emergence, battle the surges of levels of sensitivity, proclivity for softer emanations, relations, different sensations, oscillation, keyed to my station, played games with my imagination, awake patient, shifting complacent, streamed adjacent, waves making, sense shaking, choice of creation, blessed to the ancients, aged agents. 

To hear more by Shannon Ross go to http://www.soundclick.com/bands/default.cfm?bandID=78777

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portrait of despair

• October 20th, 2009

I wrote this about 'them'

 

a portrait of despair

without you there

so many times

violated my life

it felt like disease

that’s fit to please

you would sit outside

the window of my mind

witness of a kind

 

you didn’t figure straight

a confounding take

so medicate medicate

de-fixate

shout you away

and you disappear

 

without you here

I miss you dear

non-identified

disinclined

it’s quiet

the silence

missed emotional violence

 

you told me everything

I didn’t want to hear

and everything I did

or needed

I practiced not heeding

you judged me unbelieving

unseeing

unknowing

unshowing

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two loops

• October 3rd, 2008

a mish mash done over two loops

chameleon faces . complacent changes . outward displacement . adjacent . word like agent . of temporal nation . invasion . proper sense inflation . waxing invasive . erasement . stuck in the basement . dirty encasement . a placement . to the side and back . where the dreams are at .

twisting commingling . floating flying . belying gravity . flowing sliding turbulent . seeping in . dripping begins

finding new mold . to be enfolded . collecting building spilling . dissipating . deep within . then upward again . this energy I send . multicolored blend . it stretches between . you and me . drifting in waves . explained away . it wraps you round . anchors the ground . can you see? . a euphony

twisting commingling . floating flying . belying gravity . flowing sliding turbulent . seeping in . dripping begins 

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Nebulous Clouds

• September 18th, 2008

*music production by indigo sync*

Nebulous clouds fill my sky . With darkened sun eyes . Spectrums of refracting light . Cast prisms of color down . In handfuls of insubstantial confetti . That eddy over rainshadowed land . Blanched to muted tones . Like desert grown flora . A diaspora of sound unheard but seen ... If I could listen to sunbeams . Would it be tinkling broken glass? . Loud booming crashes? . a symphony of classics? . An epiphany of reverberations . Echoes of landscapes; . Mountains of lined edge … Would sunsets remnant . Glowing through hedge . Be incandescent to ears? . If my eyes could hear…

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